Howz going?

The most common phrase I get to answer repeatedly to different individuals following a warm hello. If that’s the aussie one, guess what, I have to answer the phrase Howz life? which is desi. Apparently I just end up replying “GOOD” hiding the reality which obviously interests none. After almost spending 18 months away from home I have come to a conclusion that life is not easy and it will never be, specially when you are repeatedly reminded of your age and things that should have been accomplished by that age..! Going gets only tougher and so do I to get going.